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May 8th, 2007
05:27 pm [Link]	Yesterday was one for the ages. The most unexpected day of my life. (Leave a comment)
December 12th, 2006
12:22 am [Link]	I moved yesterday. Everything of value and importance is in boxes on the floor of my new room. My old room lies in rubble, the only thing left is 20 years of battle scars. The coming months should prove to be interesting. (Leave a comment)
December 5th, 2006
12:40 am [Link]	Much better Wow, things are so much better now than they were just a short time ago. Things are all taken care of with Jo, nothing against her, it just wasn't working. On living... It would seem that I'm moving out Sunday, less than a week from now. Instead of the 4 bdrm, I'm taking over the 3rd bdrm in the apartment that Eliza and Dan already live in. I'm nervous, and excited, we'll see what happens next.. (Leave a comment)
November 22nd, 2006
04:33 am [Link]	unfair I saw it, and at the time, I had no idea. Times like this make me realize that you can't always put things off and say, "I'll get around to it eventually." Eventually, you're out of time. This wasn't even expected, which always makes it worse. It simply amazes me that someone can lose their life, and the other person only loses their license in return, yeah, that's fair. The justice system is so fucked up it's appalling. (Leave a comment)
August 30th, 2006
04:34 pm [Link]	Now what? (Leave a comment)
August 28th, 2005
10:12 am [Link]	Dear Brain, Here's the deal. I really don't like you very much right now oh conniving cranium. I was happy, dammit. So here's the deal, you make things better again, or i'll stab you with a cue-tip, kapeesh? Current Mood: frustrated (Leave a comment)
August 27th, 2005
09:39 pm [Link]	It's been a while.... I have been away from this thing for quite some time. I have left it without updates for too long. First, Veronica and I have been broken up for about a month now, i think. I can't remember how long it's been, and that kind of gives you an idea of why it didn't work out. I just didn't care anymore. I never saw her, and barely talked to her on the phone. I have gotten a new job, which is far and away better than what i was dealing with in operations. I am now a lighting tech for Entertainment Projects. It is very cool, and pays me almost a dollar more than my old job. Last night was a very interesting one... I went to a party with Jo, and it was a very chill, very cool atmosphere. This chick was giving massages, and also telling us about ourselves( best energy reading i have ever witnessed, ever.) After the massage i was in a general state of good. I fear my brain is out to get me once again. Much time has passed, however it is becoming evident that certain things haven't gone away yet. This makes me wonder if it will just take more time, or if i'm going to have to avoid certain people in order to "forget" about these feelings. - End P.S. Fuck you brain, how dare you put those emotions in my heart! Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Rocky Horror Punk Rock Show (Leave a comment)
May 4th, 2005
08:35 am [Link]	I am Happy Her: stop making me shy! Me: why do you shy away? Her: the way you look at me.. Her: heh Her: i would get all.. detailed but, i don't want to scare you off Me: :looks away: fine, then i wont do that anymore Her: i can be very romantic with my words Me: no no, i like details Her: sure? Her: lol Me: totally Me: and besides, i usually am the one to scare others off, so there is no scaring me Her: well.. the way you look at me.. true emotion is revealed. serious, yet a playful look.. but your eyes tell me you want to be able to love again. Her: and to be loved Me: you are indeed correct, i am very open in that respect Her: =) Her: and down the road.. if you let me, i'm willing to give you that This, in a nutshell, is why i am so damn happy as of late. This is part of a conversation from last night. I can't stop smiling, and i have yet to find happyness this pure with anyone before. well, off to work! Current Mood: giddy (Leave a comment)
May 2nd, 2005
08:10 am [Link]	I am a goofy bastard I got the opportunity to spend time with Veronica again Yesterday. I also did this open mic thing with the lead singer/keyboard player in my band. It was my first time playing accoustic guitar in front of a group of people, but it seemed to go well. I can't seem to help it, but i'm become this giddy, goofy bastard whenever i am around Veronica. I have a brain, i know it works, but when i'm around her it completely shuts off. I am Jack's sense of enjoyment. I am really enjoying the heck out of my life right now. This is the first time that I am seeing someone, and am consciousely making an effort to take things slow and just enjoy each day for what it is. On that note, Veronica is coming over this evening so we can watch a movie or two. I like being happy, it rocks. Current Mood: giddy (Leave a comment)
May 1st, 2005
01:29 am [Link]	Get Off My Kool-Aid I'm tired, but i'm happy. I miss talking to Veronica, i haven't talked to her in a few days. Luckily i'll get to hang out with her tomorrow, so that takes care of that. I talked to her a couple of days ago about the state of things, and it would seem that she has a bit of a thing for me, which is cool, because i certainly have grown quite fond of her lately. I even got a kiss when i dropped her off after i-bar on wednesday. I need sleep. Current Mood: happy (Leave a comment)

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